My world..

Behold He makes all things new

2008-07-18T00:37:00.003+08:00

Hey guys,
Thanks for your prayers made over my life. My situation has changed around so much and I'm really glad that God is indeed good to me. He restored things back at least two fold to me. And i went for an extraordinary meeting on one of the weekdays, cried like mad when I was there. Thanks Pst and Cat for everything. God is really good to me =)

My heart

2008-07-14T09:40:00.002+08:00

Hey guys,
Perhaps many of you feel that I've been looking down recently. The fact is yes I'm not really feeling very alright. Many thoughts flashed in my mind, mostly negative ones. I realised that people do make mistakes in life and that includes me. Who is this girl deep within me ? What are my motives ? My conscience ? My heart ? I thought deep about this for a whole night.

Right here, I am a girl who loves God, who loves His people, I love my leaders, I love my friends. My heart has always been for the ministry, no motives just a servanthood heart. Is my conscience seared ? I may be unwise in many things, make wrong moves and decisions, but if my conscience is seared would I even feel so ashamed ? My life has never been a smooth journey, many valleys that I got to get across. My heart is so heavy, full of holes, some are mended already but some are open wounds. Five years in this wonderful family, I stared at the banner that says "welcome to city harvest church" I realised I still knew who I am inside. Everytime, Pst goes on stage and says that five words, something new always happens in my life. Thats something that I want to keep forever and ever. Standing at my usual usher duty areas made me realised that every where in hall 8, there are imprints made.

I really would like to thank sharon, hui lu, carita,collin and esp shandi for everything. Shandi you don't know how much that note helped me=) sharon thanks for affirming me when we were serving

Love Aly

Reflection

2008-06-20T13:43:00.002+08:00

Hey guys,
I've been doing alot of thinking through this week. I think so much that I decided to step back and look at my reflection. i looked at myself in the mirror, I asked myself " Aly, how did you reach the maturity that you are at now? how did you become who you are today? What were the sacrifices you have to make?" i realised that at every corner of my life, God was with me. People look at the glory that is due upon my life and marvel and tell God i want to have what Aly has. But no one has seen and been through what i did for the past 4 and a half years. i have been through a whole lot of crap.

Praying over my life over this period of 21 days, made me realised that God can really talk to you about anything in your life. Just yesterday i realised that a particular area of my life needs repair works when it was being pointed ou. I guess i really have to be very careful, cos now I'm living life not only for myself but for those whom i am responsible for as well. Looking at my reflection made me realised who are the ones that are always there for me and the ones that are not there. i guess over the years as I looked at my reflection the people beside me frequently change. Who knows what will happen in the future? i just know that my life is secured with God in every page of my archive.

Well, Aly has to do what she has to do. Same goes for this time as well. I guess Aly will be stronger. Aly will protect herself and people ard her. Aly will trust God in all things =)

Love
Aly

Love

2008-06-14T04:14:00.003+08:00

Hey guys,

I'm going overseas tmr and I'm still blogging at this kind of crazy hour, had a long week man. I realised tht my life has been filled with loving moments recently. I really love the way people do things for me. I teared when sharon and lulu shared their testimony during the loud camp, because I realised that I managed to impact them with the little that I have. I smiled when one of my twin towers said " Aly it will be alright." cos I knew someone was there for me. I cheered when my house won the revival award. I laughed when Pam calls me her nunu best friend and when we with the loud camp cheer. I really love my twin towers and Pam. They are really the ones supporting me each step that I take. Esp Cat, we have been supporting one another through lots of things, I guess this is how I can be mentored by her. I love her alot alot, so sad that I cant be there for her this weekend, hopefully everything will be alright.

I realised that the Holy spirit can really talk to you like a best friend. He moves like a gushing wind but speaks with a still small voice. Daddy, i'll never forget that night with you =) i got my answers already. You never fail me. Daddy, I'm so so happy abt this. i cant wait for things to turn out good. hahaha only you know what I mean.

love is a strange thing, it hits you when you least want it and expect it. Love is sweet hardwork. The three most powerful words, I love you is often taken as a cliche sentence but is that true ? Personally, I want to be the best lover that I can be in the future. I want to grow sucess with my partner, I want to share my sucess with someone that I love. =) See all those pictures up there ? These are ppl whom I recently had love moments with. i really thank God for each and every single one of them.

Love Aly

Updates ...

2008-06-08T01:46:00.003+08:00

OONA with Pst Audrey !!!!
ALY with GIDEON !!!!
Aly with raybit
ALY with Pst Audrey !!!!!
OMAHA with Pst Audrey !!!!

Hey Guys,

I just came back from an extraordinary LOUD camp ! The camp really opened up my eyes to see how God can move in different individuals =) Better yet all my best buds were in camp !!! Including Eigene !!! It was so fun. Thought I'm down with a cold, fever and sore throat, but I still enjoyed myself ! Through this camp I got to know my new best friend better =) He really comforted me when I was at my lowest. I guess life is like tt, you know ppl better through seasons... Though i went to the camp with a heavy heart, but God healed me totally from every hurt and disappointment in my life. Hopefully, everything is gonna get better =) He reminded me of that hole in my heart. My heart was really nailed to the cross on the whole month of May... Raybit told me this, I got to be thick skinned and thin hearted. Many a times I'm guess thin hearted, always giving in ... but through all these I learnt to be both. My dear brother is at Kedah now and my brother Aaron is going to KL tmr ... gosh !!! I'm going to Malacca on saturday !!! Baam so many things man ...... Ok TBC ... tired alrdy Night !

Love Aly =)

Just some thoughts...

2008-05-21T23:51:00.003+08:00

Hands that hold the heavens
Hold my heart tonight
Love pierced through my darkness
Glorious light

Words of life eternal
Heal my broken soul
To whom do I go
There's no one else but you alone

Jesus
Jesus
No other name
No one the same like you
You're the truth, the life, the way

Jesus
Jesus
Glory and praise
Our voices we raise to you
The soon and coming King

You are the Christ
Son of the living God
The great I Am
I'll follow you till the end

Busy busy week

2008-05-11T16:41:00.008+08:00

My twin towers !!!! I look so squashed !
My friends for life :)
I look pretty hiding behind her hahah
Muddy mud pie :)
Happy mummy's day !!!! I love you mum !

This is the card I did for my mummy :)

I drew Des and Des drew me

I drew my classmates :) 3a/03 rocks !

I'm loving the bible more and more each day

This CD player has gone through many God moments with me :)

Classic BBQ fight for food

Cg brothers

Cg sisters

My beloved Cat :)

All at T3 Changi !

Hahah This Mr bean has a funny story

Shandi and Mac

Looking super tired at T3

Ting and I

BBQ moments

Dale and Kai shin at Tau huay day !!!

On the train to YMCA

I'm loving myself more and more each day

Dale !!!!

On our way to hougang

Cousin and brother

Sister and brother

Best friends :)

Family

Tau Huay day !

Hey guys,

This week was pack pack pack man ! From new projects in school to mother's day, the whole week passed so fast !!!! On monday, gave Sharon BS, tuesday went to pray with Pst Audrey, Wednesday, I rested the whole night, Thursday, Had the first COC prayer mtg and supper with Yuemin and Ting, Friday went out with Des and Zm and then had CG BBQ, Saturday went for service, Sunday, Spent the whole morning loving my mum. Phew what a week yeah !!!

Monday

I love talking to sharon and Lulu alot. They are such lovable people. sharon reminded me of me when I first started out in church. A simple and full of faith girl. Everytime she ask me a question, she is so ready for an answer, thats pure discipleship. I love my BS students alot !!! Then went home and called up a few members to pray over their lives. and i called Cat to pray with her !!!!!!!!

Tuesday

Zeng min and Pam came over to my house to play before going down for the meeting with Pst. We took many many pictures ! Its just so fun hanging out with them. during the meeting, Pst shared such an impacting message from Heb 11, Indeed the baton is in my hands and I'm gonna gonna run with fire and the endurance of faith. Pst laid hands on us to enpower us to run forward again. im sure Jo would agree with me :)

Wednesday

wooo i rested the whole day man .... i was so tired

Thursday

The prayer meeting was so so good !!! Pam and Henry came over to my place. we really drew the presence of God and prayed over lots of stuff ! Prayer promotes us to joy ! Supper was fun with yue min and ting !!!!!!!! we had rojak and oyster omelette !!!

Friday

Des wanted to meet up for a meal before he flies off to Thailand, so me and Zeng min met up with him.. Poor Des have to accompany me to search for cg stuff and a cake, hahah but it was so fun !!! He even drew me, but I looked so unique in his drawing hahaha. Then Zeng min came and joined in, he look so good that day with the beanie and wristband ! I'm proud of my twin towers ! Then we went our separate ways for our own cgms ! My cg had BBQ this week, was so fun k ! we played a few games and blew a cake to wish the mums a happy mother's day we even got them gifts !!!! what an eventful day !

Saturday
This day was such a mad rush !!!! I rushed out of my house to get gifts for the mummies that are gonna come for service and also two farewell gifts, one for Des and another for Lynn and i had to photocopy some documents for the CG as well. Sounds easy huh ? no !!!!!! There were 7 mummies in total and I had to find a generous looking gift. By God's grace, i prayed before I started shopping. i got everything in one shop in causeway :) God is good ya !!!! I got the mummies boxes of precious moments fortune cookies ! It was a mad deal ! Got necklaces for Des and Zeng min and a cute teddy for Lynn :) i got Macson's mum a pair of earrings as well :) i looked super clown la carrying the seven big boxes of cookies plus the teddy and stuff. Bcos of some miscommunication, in the end i had to cab down to church, for the first time in 5 years record, i cabbed down to church. But it was all worth it cos the mummies looked so happy to recieve the gift :) Sharon and lu lu's mummies got saved as well !!!! At first their mummies seemed a bit reluctant to go down, but i told them to ask their mums one more time and guess what the Holy spirit did a great work in their hearts and both their mummies walked down the aisle together ! God is good !!!!

Sunday
i brought mummy, daddy and my bro to service. God touched me and my mum today, she teared during the service, i know daddy God is doing something in her heart. Despite of what happened in the past, i learnt to forgive my mum and loved her. I gave her many hugs today and a big heart-shaped card filled with dried flowers. She has been a great mum that never left me :) i love you mummy, happy mother's day !!! We went to coffee club to celebrate as well :) i ate garlic prawn pasta and shared a muddy mud pie with my family :)

Daddy God, Thanks for being the role of the mummy in my life when my mum forsaken me. Now that my relationship is better with my mum is all because of you, thank you for being a great father and best friend in my life. daddy, i also want to thank you for reconciling my close one to me. Love you Daddy :)

wishing all mummies a happy mother's day,

Love Aly

A new week :)

2008-05-05T13:26:00.003+08:00

Hey Guys,
It's a brand new week. so far the first half of the day has been going well :) I'm having lots of fun with my classmates !!!!! Every monday we would ta bao food to sit down somewhere else to eat cos the foodcourt is just to small to contain the lunch crowd... As usual i was the slowest AGAIN at lunch today ... I don't understand how guys can eat and munch their food super duper fast !!! They can take 5 mins to finish the whole packet !!!! Gosh ! i'm always so amazed by that.

Anyway, Pst has started a few weeks back on a series of messages about praying. I became happier ever since I started praying more than usual !!! I realised that even as I go through certain trials in my life, I get back on my feet really really fast ! i guess that's the power of a praying woman. i am going to start something really new for my connect group ! I want them to know that god is a God of new things.

i have been trying to save money as well :) i want to save so much money that I'm able to bless anyone at any point of time. Bobby taught us this, God can bless you so abundant that you are able to support anything that is in the will of God. so i'm going to bless bless bless !!! watch out people ! i might just pop you a suprise wheeeeeeeeeeeee !!! i think I'm super bored in class that's why I'm blogging at this hour ahhhhhhhh i miss the company of my nu nu best friend, twin towers and many more !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love Aly

Thanks Felicia :)

2008-05-04T02:42:00.002+08:00

This came at the lowest point of my life :)

This is what Feli wrote for me !!!

And when I opened it !!!!! Her smile brighten up the darkness in my life

Felicia, Thanks for always popping in my life when I'm at my lowest indeed your cg and your lao da have been one of the best blessings i my life :) I guess thats what our friendship means ... Simple yet beautiful !

This is my nu nu best friend with the barbie water bottle we bought for her :)

My life

2008-05-04T01:39:00.003+08:00

God is smiling over me tonight
Hey guys ,
here's an update of my life ... Lots of things have been happening in my life .... First in school, I did'nt get the FYP prohject title that my group wants... super sad because the one that we wanted was really fun :( Secondly, there are like tons of work to do ... Deadlines are chasing up again .... My band of guys are having loads of fun together with me :) Being the only sound girl that's the previlage, they have really been nice especially my boy-friend... hahahah

Anyway, I recently realised that marriage is a miracle. Certain events in my life made me lose hope in believing that there is such a thing as forever and ever. God reminded me today of how marriages can be so eternal.. Iguess thats the only miraculous thing on earth. Recently, I have been really hanging out with a few good and impt friends in my life, my twin towers and cousin
:) I really love them alot. i really like what brother said, we are family :) It made my heart melt.. It made me realised that maybe forever and evers do exist. One person that is really impt is Raybit as well ... you are the only one who can talk me into letting go and free myself .. probably its because you have been praying for me ba. Jia you for your exams k ! To my twin towers, jia you for the Uni applications k !!!! And to cousin, thanks for always cheering me up when I'm at my lowest... you know my heart the best :)

Well, I only have one life to live .. I'm gonna live it to the best I know how :) Like Shifu said , have a strong, pure and loving heart. I guess that's my life's calling ... to as many people as i can.

Daddy God, indeed four and a half years has not been easy. But hold my heart tonight, for its tearing with sorrow. My hands cupped like a cup, filled me till I drown in your love. God teach me to love, teach me to be who i can be. Father, I love you ...

Love Aly

Sad emotional day

2008-04-24T13:23:00.002+08:00

Hey Guys,
You hardly get to read sad stuff about me. But today i'm really depressed. i am so sad bcos a friend that I love so much is hurting me and the people ard him. i just dun understand ... is it that hard to forgive and let go of your past and move on ? I mean everyone is consistenly concerned abt you and often mention u in our prayers but why is it so hard for you.

This is so bad im so depressed till nothing that anyone say can help me. This morning, Jonathan acc me to school, without him i think i would just hv cried my way to sch... i know its ridiculous to feel this way ... But i just dun understand why is it affecting me so much. Perphaps cos I have a soft spot for him ba. i was so sad this morning that i kept calling ppl to call to... but none replied me. The only one was Des ... thank God for him ... if not i would hv dwelled in it even more.

Actually everything that Qi, Zm and Des makes alot of sense ... i shouldnt be feeling this way .. i hate to feel this way .. But why cant i just stop myself from thinking this way. God help me !!!!!!!!!!!

i love my life and my friends but some are just pulling me behind. i really want to thank my classmate Ben today ... he really did alot of nice things for me ... i think if he didnt show concern i would hv felt worse today ... Thanks Ben :) Ping Ping is so fortunate.

i have another class to run to ... i just dun hv the mood today ...

Update about my life

2008-04-23T00:48:00.002+08:00

hey guys,
Been a long time since i updated. I realised many things about my life. Things in my life, I see the best parts and bad parts about it. Anything is possible and like what tells me dun have any illusions about anyone. Its so true cos you never know what can happen behind your two eyes. So many things have happened since I last blogged. The people around me, the enviroment its just different.

first of all, i got promoted to year 3 without forwarding any modules, totally thank God for grace over my life. I am finally attending HCGL classes with a good friend bing, pam, diana and seth. My dream came true and God is really faithful to His words. And best of all I love my leader Cat alot and I feel connected to her. And i learnt to love my members more than ever.

I really think my life has been more blessed by the changes, last time Us the gang of seven would do anything to grasp the attention of God. I became close friends with 2 out of the seven. The other five touched my life. Recently, new people began to press into my life and really it did helped me grow alot. i really thank God for them. without them I would not have advanced into a deeper relationship with God and men.

God .. indeed you bring sweet suprises into my life. Thanks for never letting me go.

In my life, Your will be done

2008-02-18T23:42:00.002+08:00

Hi guys,

Attachment has begun a week ago and finally I have some time to blog my life a little. While taking the bus to work one morning, I chance upon this very beautiful song called Oceans will part by Hillsongs. This song totally talks about my life right now. Well, life has'nt been really appreciative. People around started changing, evolving into something or someone I do not know anymore. This really proves that people do change under situations in their, its whether they choose the good or the bad.

Well, things are taking place differently in life right now. Things that I expect didnt come to past, hopes and dreams that I have is diming a little. Things took a change when I hear this song. It reminded me of my promise to God. Dear Daddy, I will never forget my promise to you. Be it for eternity that I do not rise up, I will still love and serve you all the days of life. Thank you for pulling me through all these years, making me such a strong girl when situations come my way. Thank you for loving me and I know You will be waiting for me at that big gate with the precious stones at the back and I promise i will hold Your hand with a great big smile and know that I have ran the race well. A race that is narrow yet fufilling. In my life, let Your will be done. I love you ...

Updates

2008-01-24T01:22:00.001+08:00

Hi guys,
on behalf of Miss Eunice. I'm here to update. Well Year 2008 has been very busy for me. Due to my mad rushing assignments and exams. Its really been a crazy whole January. My febuary should be more settled down for a while. My attachments are coming up pretty fast and I have lots of school work to settle before I can enter my year three. Thank God its yr three, cos im hating my course like mad. How I wished I never gave in to my dad at first. well, its goodbye yr 2 and hello yr 3. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, life has been smooth so far. Haha this statement is not gonna last long, I know. Hmmm I have been thinking alot about life. i was sharing with Zm last night about my future partner. I really hope that when the day arrives for me to meet my partner, it will be a day where heaven will rejoice with me as well. Right guy, right place, right time, right self-being... everything right I guess. Haha Zm really guessed my dream partner all right !!! My partner must most importantly be sensitive to me and people and must be able to support my vision and plus all the attitude package and stuff like tt. Cool huh ?

I have been missing Cat and the rest like crazy. They are all busy with the president's visit. I am praying that they wouldnt fall sick during this period of time. Hopefully they will all be ok when the whole event is finished on saturday morning.

my motto for 2008 !!!
Living God . Breathing God ! yeah !!!! Live for God and breathe in the faithfulness of God. whooo !!!!! I love all my friends like crazy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

One eventful week

2007-12-31T06:55:00.000+08:00

My cousin Abigail
Pam, me and Minghui
Nelson, me and yong heng .... Craziness man
Me and my beloved bestie Qian qi
Me and my bestie aunty pam

Hi guys,

Yes its been a super long time since I blogged so here am I blogging in at this weird time of the day bascially I was rushing a report to be handed up on wednesday.

Anyway, it has been one kind of a week. First, had christmas services!!!! BAMM !!! We hit 51, 960 record attendance. God is so good man. This week I also had loads of fun preparing for the up coming thanksgiving which is today !!!! Hahaha. i had lots and lots of fun with Nelson, Yong heng, jie qi, and the whole dance crew. We practised real hard at my house for 3 days then we practised one more time yesterday. It was tiring but it was all worth it. It was honestly tiring for me especially as I went through a trial before yesterday's practise.

I really learn that people will always be people. Leaders will only be people, pastors will be only be people, members will only be people. The word people actually means a body of one sharing a same culture. But naturally under this culture people share there will always be weakness. People will always make mistakes and like what I realised that people only grow under situations. Situations where by you are either forced to change or you realised that you have already undergone a change for that area in your life. I really thank God that my faith is based on God and not on men. During this period of my life, God is really testing my life, whether if I really trust in His never failing faith and love. Nights and days during the third quater of year 2007, I broke down many times. This is one year that I'll never forget because He was there whenever I broke down. People hurt me, people disappointed me, people judged me, people labelled me, my love ones persecuted me, people misunderstood me. But, hey looking back now I've let go of all ill feelings and fix my eyes only on His face and i am not going to let the things of this world sway me utill I finish the race. Some of you reading my post might think that you probably have given up hope if you were in my shoes. But like what Zeng min told me that God will only put you in situations where by God knows you will be able to pull through and assume victory :) I'm really so glad that I have so many close friends that were there for me during this really tough year. I specially want to thank Pam and qian qi for everything that you have done for me these 4 years. I also wanna thank Zeng min and raymond for always encouraging when I fall. Ray, I will always be bubbles no matter what ! Thanks a million. With this I wanna thank, wei fen, henry, yong heng, valerie and Gideon for all your sweet messages and encouragements that never fail to make me smile again it is always these smses that I can fall back upon :) Lastly, I wanna thank my shi fu Eigene and my special friend eunice, thank you both for always never failing to let me know that my life is worth living for Jesus and that His grace and love is more than sufficient for me :)

Even though there were setbacks for me in year 2007 but they are not going to weigh me down. I'm looking forward a greater, more blessed, more fruitful, more fufiling 2008 !!!!!!

Path ... School

2007-12-11T13:47:00.000+08:00

Dennis and I
Jonathan and I
Pst Audrey and I
My lao da and Alvin
Qi, ray, Aly
Aly and Ting

Hi guys,
School is going to be over for me in 1 day's time. I started working at path yesterday. There is really alot of things to do at path. Hahaa following my lao da can be quite fun. Everything seems to be following with the norm but yeah I'm living my life with style. The hang over of birthday wishes and greetings are still ringing in my head. I guess I am just very blessed to have so many friends caring for me. Life is going to get better yeah !! Ahhhh !! I wanna go for Camp breakaway. God ! How to be at camp and taiwan at the same time ? teach me !!! We'll see on thursday what happens. hahaha My passport might get flush down the bowl. Well at least that's what my kor kor says. I guess rong mei will be enjoying herself like mad. Hais leaving her bestie alone to taiwan. boo ! Anyway, I miss my classmates. Seeing them being all crappy again makes me feel good. Haha Now i wanna thank the time to thank a few people who made year 2007 a brighter and shinner and splendid and marvelous and wooo !!!

Catherine
Cat, thanks for believing in me and in the things that I do. Thanks for being there when I need you. Thanks for being the best cgl. Thanks for your love that is always showering over me like a big big umbrella. Thanks for waking me up when I needed an alarm in my life. Thanks for being you !!!! I love you !

Pammy
I love you aunty like crazy. You're simply the best and deliciously good. hahaha My jamming session friend, my crazy partner in fun, my ku ku brain joker, my photo taking crazy friend, my support, my encourager. my everything . Definately my rest.

Qian Qi

Another beloved aunty... she is my source of strength. I never forget those moments where we pull each other up. She is really someone I can rely on. She is someone I can trust with everything. She taught me valuble lessons in life. Thanks Qi. Big hugs !!

Dennis

Someone who loves bullying me... But He is someone who always touches my life at the right time right moment right place. Dennis I will never forget your sofa. Time 1030. He is really one that is anointed. I never forget those times you discipled me. I really thank you and I hope I did'nt disappoint you.

Lee Kian

i never stopped believing in you. You are indeed still the one that sets me on fire. You are a man of dreams and visions. Not many can comprehend with your dreams but only God can. I know you can do it. Thanks for being there for me. My late night supper and morning coffee talks buddy. The past 6 yrs have been great :) Im looking forward to year number 7

Ting

Thanks for lending a ear whenever you can. Thanks for being there when I cry, thanks for being there when im shinning. Just thanks for buzzing around my life. Huggies to you :)

Raymond

Thanks for those msn chats. Hahhaha its great to find another one that has the same passion as you do. Thanks for your crappy jokes. hahaha We'll run the race of faith together yeah. Thanks for those encouraging ewords and your poem. hahaha woo !!! The professor who made bubbles. :)

Kor kor ( Zen ming)

Kor kor, thank you for being you. haha tall and taller. haha thanks for those chats and laughs. You are really a good brother. Always looking out for me. You are like this really big umbrella. Haha Thats you . You are really decisive and plans everything beforehand. hahah Thanks for your advice :)

Alvin Low

Alvin, thanks firstly for being my lao da's girlfriend. I really think you n Cat are God's greatest gift to me. Thanks for those talks everywhere we go. Hahaha somehow I always get revelations when you speak. Thanks for sparking different dreams in my life. :)

Pst Audrey

Pst, I love you very much !!!! Pst, thanks for beliveing in me and giving me so much room to grow. Thanks for being my Pst and mentor. Thanks for encouraging me always. I just simply love everything about you. :)

Jonathan

You are my favourite boy !!!! Thanks for being you and carrying my bags. haahaha i just like everything about you. Continue to growlike never before k . I will support you !!!!

Well, I think that's all the people I wanna thank. Hahaha God is good yeah placing so many people in my life. I love them to the bits :)

My birthday !!!! 091289

2007-12-10T01:21:00.000+08:00

Hi Guys !!!

Yeah its my birthday !!! And I'm super happy and excited. First of all I wanna say I love N253, N311, N384, E345, E424 !!!!! Ahh and all the lovely ones of you who msged and called me ! thanks for everything !!!

Its late so I'm gonna keep this post first . Continue tmr but this is the sneek preview :)

Christmas is coming !!!

2007-12-04T22:50:00.000+08:00

All I want for Christmas is you

Hi guys,
Yeah I know its been a long time since I blogged. I've been busy with school and now since I have been sick these few days, I finally got the time to blog. Christmas is coming and i really like the song " All I want for Christmas is you " by mariah carey. Whoots !!! if you have been wondering how have I been these past few weeks. Haha it was the best weeks so far. Indeed, being accountable about your life really makes your lifestyle freed up. It is so true that when you have identified what are the distractions in your life that hinder you to moving on, it will really help to make the right decisions and not fall into the wrong ones. At least that was what I learnt.
I love children to the core !!! I love them when they are happy or grouchy. I just love every bit of them. Through children I always can feel God so near. Why ?
Its because God loves all the little children, all the children of the world, no matter red, black or white, all are precious in His sight ! Jesus loves the little children of the world. Yeah !!! i used to sing that song when I was in sunday school. But its so true. Children have so much ability to do things like they have the faith of God which we grown ups do not have anymore. Children have the power of imagination but Grown ups just prefer to stay in their limitations and limited mindsets. How could someone so small contain such a big dream inside of them ? When most babies are born into this huge planet of theirs, I bet their first thought would be " Wow ! I'm gonna know every single detail about this new world that I'm living in." And this is how babies start to touch, smell, taste and etc... Like what the bible says " It only takes faith as small as a mustard seed to move mountains. " This is so true because 90% of children all end up knowing alot about the planet that they live in. I remember Pst Kong used to say that the place which has the most value is the cemetery because in that plot of land lies many unfufilled dreams and ambitions. Imagine what our world would be like if every single one of us takes our dreams to flight. The theatre of the mind of God is always unlimited ! :)

P.S DARE TO DREAM WITH JESUS

Situations don't conquer my life

2007-11-18T01:06:00.000+08:00

Hi guys,
Service today was great. Seeing the painting that was done on the canvas was really inspirational. Especially when Pst Phil painted Jesus, the presence of God just came. And to me that figure looked familiar. I had a busy day today serving. Basically it was'nt my duty, but i still served to support the manpower.
Yup, I really love the altar of sacrifice. The altar where even my dreams, friends, hopes and fears are placed there. The place where nothing else matters but God.

Day 6 - The beauty of Holiness

Day 7 - The colours of promises

I can see the harvest

2007-11-15T18:08:00.001+08:00

Hi guys,

I have been so tired these past two weeks. School buzz and everything. Everyone is preparing for the end of this year. Topics like shopping for christmas gifts, cards, assignment deadlines and etc are hot. These two days I have been really enjoying every single moment of life. Waking up early then going to school then meeting my members and Cat then going home. Sounds like a cycle yeah ? But in actually fact I have many encounters in these few days. During the first three days of my fast, the presence of God is really strong every time I spend time with Him.

Day 1 - The art of sacrifice

Day 2 - I never walk alone

Day 3 - Break my heart for what breaks Yours

Day 4 - I can see the harvest

Day 5 - Desire is better than hope

Its so amazing that God can really move through your situations. There is something different when God takes over. I have been reading Proverbs today. Then i read this verse about hope deferred makes the heart sick but when desire comes the tree of life. Then suddenky it dawned upon me that Hope and desire are totally different things. when you say "I hope to be a doctor, I hope to be a teacher." There is a lack of substance in that sentence. But when you say I desire to be a CGL one day, I desire to be confident. Desire really is the core of your destiny and dreams. Yesterday, Zm was telling me about listening to all streams of music nad that he wants to find the roots of music. I simply told him that the roots of it is passion. Its so true, that when passion and desire goes hand in hand, there is a change in your atmosphere. Suddenly, you have faith. Suddenly you get excited. That's the power of desiring the right things for your future.

Starters

2007-11-13T00:02:00.000+08:00

This song brings back memories

Hi guys,
A brand new week has come. Today, after much preparation I finally started my 21 days. I waited long this to come, because I know that I am going to grow so much more with the Lord. I had fun with the guys today, talking about their girlfriends and me being the youngest inspired them to direct every relationship towards marriage. We were discussing about dates people get married. Like 08/08/08 that is coming up and dates of these sort. I liked in particular one date 12/12/12 so cool rite ? haha perhaps because I'm a big fan of the month of December. haha By that date I should be 23 yr old. wow time really flies. I need an income of 5k per month if I want to have a savings of $250000 by that age.
Today, a new week in poly means more people getting attached. I really guess this is a norm to polys now. My classmate got attached yesterday, after waiting for so long he finally caught her. I am so happy for him because the other guys did'nt believe that he would wait for this special girl all the way and I was the only one who believed in him. haha You rock B ! Thanks for showing those guys that you can do it and I was'nt correct in believing in you ! Yeah !
Like my post title: Starters, my life has been starting up pretty fine. Started by blessing my classmates with encouragements. Started encouraging more people. Started having new friends in my life. Started off QT with a new tune. Started with a brand new fragrance this week by Dorall collection. Started smiling even in crowded trains. Started listenly closely to people. Started being happy. Started feeling loved. Started off smiling at day's break. See told you there are many starters in my life.
My best friend's bday is coming up soon and I really don't know what to get her get but most probably be shoes. The best part if that she does'nt know I have this blog so I can shout out my secrets here about her bday here. hahaha Woo life is really good...

And He said, "My daughter, from this day you shall have no fear, from right now fear is being casted out from you. you do not look at your left nor your right and see their successes for I Your God shall supply Your needs and grant you the desires of your heart. " Suddenly, I was caught up in that same scene, that building, that magnificent hall of great colour and wood finishes, a round hall with a floor area, balcony and gallery. But this hall was empty, suddenly I stretched my hands forward towards the red- coloured seats in front of me and another pair of big hands held on to mine and that's where me and Him were caught up in the veils of my future. And He reminded " The left hand for greatness, the right to preach love and touch lives"

The hall was filled

Difference

2007-11-12T00:57:00.000+08:00

Hi guys,
A question pondered upon me about the differences in life. Differences between people, things or even feelings. Its so funny to see different reactions or emotions happening at one time. I guess that is what made the world go around. Today. I had loads of fun with Pammy. Its been so long since we hung out. I'm glad we did go bugis at least for a while. hahaha But after her o's hopefully we can start jamming again.
Alvin's cg and E345 sat with us today. Service is really good. Carola's voice is really so powerful !!! She is such a captivating woman. As for myself, the word impacted me deep. Going through tribulations is something less painful now to know that there is someone always watching your back. Alright, I'm going to fall into lalala land already. School starts tommorow... phew ! Brand new week ! Love you guys !

Blessings

2007-11-11T01:30:00.000+08:00

Hi guys,
I'm exhausted today because I slept at 5.15am yesterday. Yes 515am. I spent the night making cards for my ushers and 2 special friends that are new in my life. The night was worthwhile haha because really whatever that you sow, you really will reap. In the morning before going out of the house, my Dad blessed me with 50 dollars. how awesome is that ? Really thank God for that.
Started the day with giving BS at foyer 3 as usual. My students are really getting better each day and I'm proud of my 2 students. J and S. Love them both. After the lesson, I went to serve. I had fun serving with my ushers, they are all so cute! haha.
Recently, I chance upon this song sang by Darla Day called Love of my life. Its a really sweet song. When I heard this song, it reminded me of sending my congrats to Marlin and Ming yao. I will really miss Marlin alot. She showed me that even being a leader you can always be so fun and exciting. I guess AN zone meetings would not be the same anymore without her.

I saw that pair of hands, Ordinary yet stained because of love
It stretched out towards me, telling me to cling on to them
I placed my hands into His
It felt like the best thing ever
Because I don't have to worry a thing about life anymore
I love you, the one with that only pair of hands
Sometimes I miss the times where I used to play on my swing in my old house at simei. You don't have to worry or think about anything but just swing your day away. Sometimes we as humans tend to rock our life, problems or emotions away. We just want the easy wasy out. If you swing too long, you will get a headache, if you swing too little, you would'nt move. So what's best ? Of course to swing but with a beat. That is the beat of God's heart. Being a miracle child, (people used to called me that wherever I went) because myn parents could'nt concieve. I was their firstborn and was berth from prayers. I had to learn independence and even till now, I have to and can't afford to slip or fall easily or carelessly. R was telling me about living in a box, i wanna do that because that box is gonna rocket my dreams to greater heights !

God loves us as though there is only one of us

Secret Place

2007-11-09T23:01:00.000+08:00

Hi guys,
my exams are finally over, would you believe it? Mugging over them for so long they are finally erased from my schedule... Phew.. My classmates are all on the go to play already but we still have a few assignments on hand to pass up next year , so can't really play though.
You know, the secret to start a great day fresh and awake is when you start your day either with praying or reading the bible. It really works, whenever I had a late night before, I would feel so refreshed and perked up for the day to come. When you commit your day or your week into the Hands of God, you'll be amazed by what God can do to maximise your day.
For me, worship is usually by playing a new song on my keyboard if not i'll run a cd on my hi-fi. My favourite times with the Lord is when I just play something or listen to something and when I feel that connection, I will just talk to God like how I talk to my best friend. Suddenly you'll enter your secret place. Haha If you are reading this, I am gonna share with you what My secret place with God looks like. My secret place with Him in my vision... You got to climb up a ladder that is partially hidden in between the clouds. then when I reach the top of the ladder, God's hand is there to pull me up(haha God's a gentleman you know) Then I'll see this big rock inthe middle of the room and many shelvings all around the room. This is the place where I talk to God always :) Another place would be, I love talking to God in this place where there is a big bench where I'll sit beside Him and in front of us is a big rainbow, that's what I see in my vision. We talk there when God is revealing promises in my life or reminding me of the promises He has made over my life. Yup Share with you some more ?
There is this once as I talked to God I saw in my vision, I was writing the words I love you on that Big rock in the middle of my secret place. Then God suddenly said," my daughtr, look up. " As I turned my face upwards, woah I saw many palm size rocks in the shelvings. God placed one on my hands, I teared when I saw what was written on it " I love you."
Its always so amazing when you say something so precious to the heart of God and He returns you back with even more. Haha what joy is it to be able to experience so much. hmmm ... Your secret place with Him is the place o the sparks of your destiny !

ooh la la,
Aly

Cg outing- N253 and E345

2007-11-08T22:41:00.000+08:00

Hi guys,
another exciting day for me. Today I went for my cg outing. This is the first time the two groups combined for an outing. The members were so fun to be with. Even though i did'nt go cycling or blading with the rest(because I don't know how) but stayed back to chill with the rest. It was really fun. We started playing mind games and puzzles. Black magic, Where's the light, What can you bring on to the boat?, games of this sort were so fun. The excitement to know the cycle or sequence of the game is so thrilling.
People in my life do come and go. I have seen people slipped out of my life just like that.
I talked to one of the cg members, he asked me this question, " Aly, what would you do or say to someone who wants new wine skin?" This question reminded me of a revelation God spoke to me months back. God told me this, you can fall real bad and make the biggest mistake, He will still put you back on track towards your destiny but its whether you wanna tell God that you are ready to move on where you are to where you can be.
During the year that I had mild depression, everyday I admire couples in my secondary school who can walk hand in hand to everywhere that they go. Exchanging smiles, whispers, laughter and tears was so comforting to the heart. I did'nt have all of those. I realised at that point of my life that relationships are so important. I remebered the same year , I stepped into CHC. It was the changing point of my life. I had a relationship with people, I realised that you don't need a life partner to enjoy the company of another. But you just simply need friends. Ever since Pst has been preaching about how you want to change your world, I suddenly got pumped up to open a wedding planner company. I want to provide grand weddings for those couples who can't afford. I want to see those exchanging smiles and joy just like I saw during my secondary years. Its so rewarding to know how much a person has been blessed by your giving. Grace told me this" To be a wedding planner, you got to be a happy person to carry it out!" This is really so true, joy is addictive.
Woah, love is in the air !!!! wooo !

Signing off,
Aly

Exam Week

2007-11-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

Wow !!!!!
Its really been a long time since I have blogged. Hmmm... I really must get back into having this habit. Anyway, this week has really been tiring as its the EXAMS !!!! But I am glad that I am Just down to one paper on friday, then I'm done for this semester. Life has been pretty good these days. I have been enjoying times with friedns around me, I guessed I finally learnt how to relax.
God has really been good to me. He knows that I was totally tired during my one month holidays. Trial after trial, tribulation after tribulation. Indeed, He is always faithful till the very end. Recently, things have been going well for me in school too. I'm really being favoured by my classmates. It seemed difficult to adapt at first as being the only girl, but after a while hanging with at bunch of crazy guys have been fun. They taught me lots of things in life. The simple things like how to enjoy every moment of your life. They are really fun to hang out with :)
The bamm bamm preachers are coming to town ! Woo I cant wait ! I know that God is really gonna do something great for me this season and I am prepared. Ever since ANDG started, I really been experiencing what its like to be an armourbearer for God and for my leaders. Indeed Pst Audrey never fail to inspire me. I am still trying to bring one friend to church by this year.
Our cellgroups celebrated Cat's birthday on saturday night. It was a huge success. Haha This year we really could hide it well. I had so much fun coordinating the people. I was so busy with the gifts and preparation even till the last minute. I realised that through this celebration, bonds of the people were formed. People are now more united than before. I really felt that the best gift of the whole night was the smile on Cat's face and I knew that she enjoyed herself. Seeing her happy, makes me happy too. I guess this happens when you see someone that you hold very close to enjoy what you have done for her. Its a warm fuzzy feeling on the inside. Even though I was so worn out by the whole celebration, God spoke to me through it all. The moment I finished framing up the card, I went into the hall for service. The presence of God just descended like a mighty gushing wind and tears began to stream down my eyes. Sometimes the things that God can say to you really brightens your whole day and gets you charged up for what is next.
Last week was A and B week, the amount that God had impressed in my heart is really gonna be tight for me. Well, I always believe that God was always bless me abundantly when I sow my money on good ground. haha Tell you guys a secret, I love God more today that I did yesterday.
Haahahaa, Life is indeed full of surprises, you never know what you'll find next.

Hit songs for this sseason on my phone:

Here in my life-Hillsong
Irreplaceable- Beyonce
What makes you different- Backstreet Boys
Secret-Jay chou
Breaking Free- HSM
When you're gone- A.L
Home- Chris D

Yup !!!! That's all for tonight !!!! Cheers everyone !